Hey ya'll, finally thought to update this thing once more. I try to visit this place often, but my internet just suuuuuuuuuuuuucks...

How am I doin'? I can barely walk for the moment, I keep dropping. I have an problem with my Balance system.
So bad I need to take special meds now to fix it.
It's an Overbalast on my Balanceorgan or how you call it... Translating it from pure dutch.

Infection on my back and my bloodpresure is just way to low 10.6
So, it's forbidden for me to go outside the house for the next few days,
My mind feels stronger though, I have to thank that to everyone who reads this and who has suported me in those rough months-years.

I hope to be drawing soon like it should, my bloodstream in my right hand isn't like it should be, so I learned to massage it every day. Sometimes it works great, sometimes it doesn't.
Typical isn't it?

How am I doing besides all this sh!t? I'm doing great, I'm takin' it easy, I start to reply with 'no, I don't want to' and think more of myself instead of being used by the people around me. I feel great inside of me. I feel so strong and i start to see back a view in my future. I havn't wished for death for a long time ,it's been a really long time that I woke up and each day I just hoped it would be my last. But now, I just continue, I feel stronger.
Like I said, my mind feels stronger, just my body right now suuuuuuks.
I lost around 8 kilogram, so I'm really happy about that.

Thank you all for having faith in this lil 'ol rascal, means truly a lot to me.
Thank you, all, really *hugs everyone*

- K