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I promissed myself not to do this, because I think it's not a fair way to get money...

in my last journal -> [link]
I told you that this friday they will take all our stuff because of this reason -> [link]

There is nothing.. but nothing I can do to prevent this, the only thing we can do is hide a few things they didn't wrote down on the paper, so we hid our plants, dvd's that we don't want to loose. (though who cares at that moment, we sure didn't....) we took our Buddha's Japanese images. and our paintings that they didn't wrote down.

For my mum most of these stuff has emotional value since they belonged to gramma who died january, a few months ago.

She's crazy of crying right now, friends passed by, offered help as much as they could. My pc will be taken in quarantine Thursday evening and replaced with an old useless junk. I can't help Steve since they mentioned Steve's pc's an olidata.
mines brand less. some cheap lil thingie...

I promissed mum i'd get her back furniture after they take it, and buy it on my name. So, there's a shop not to far from us, Ronny Hendricks who sells 'starter' packages for 2500 euro's. That means, furniture, like table to eat on, chair, couch, bed, closset, carpet, etc etc. they call it also a wedding package. (Ironic thing is, the things they'll take now, is a starter package)

With that on my name they can't take our stuff anymore and I'll spit them in their face if they try to, cause it will be MINE furniture.

Now comes the problem, I have no job, since you all know how sick I am. -> here's an ugly picture of myself, so you don't need to go wondering if i'm a liar... some of you do, I know that... I'd think the same thing too if... but here's the picture ( [link] please don't mention how ugly I am, cause I know... -_- )
Ok to continue... I can't even barely aford my medicine to heal right now, I had someone helping me, also Vanessa from pleasure bon bon, *dolphy Janet, and many others who helped me to struggle through this entire thing.


I'm going to ask. If anyone could spear 1$ or less, or anything they can miss, if you please would donate it. It goes to our furniture that I'm going to buy... I know 2500 euro's is a lot... And I wont be able to take commissions for a while since my pc will be in quarantine for over a month. (they might return so I'm hiding it, just in case).
But even 1$ can help me to reach the goal to get to be back in a livable condition.
Rest assured that I will take pictures if you all want proof. Cause I'm no liar. I know I have bad quality cellphone. But I will, I promise. I could really use help. I don't like to ask help. I really don't... And I don't know a way to give it back. Not at all, but please... help my family, who are all I got to go through this mess...

I'm telling everyone this, I feel embarrassed about my situation. I'm crying with a red face right now. I feel horrible. I've never been this deep in this situation. We always got out of it by fighting, now we are finished with fighting. Cause there's no way out this time. We have a pro deo lawyer, and to go to the third case I need 1000 euro, and that is not possible... I only have 2 days left to make it then...

If you can't help me it's ok... I understand, there people out there with worse trouble then my family and I have... But I'm so worried for my mother and brother.
They mean so much to me, even if they are a bunch of weirdo's to me sometimes...

The link for the donation is here : [link]

Really thank you for reading, and I'm sorry if i bothered anyone with this journal... I really am...

- Karine